Rain rants and bla and blur - mental note

 mental note to myself.. 

if i wanna cry i shall keep to myself.. why? 
bec there is no one that could feel your pain... even how hard u can expelled thru tears and screams and tantrum.. all  u can get in the end is nothing at all..

if i wanna cry  i shall not tell anyone.. why?
bec only myself understand what is happening... what kind of world is turning around me.. as i am the only one being inside my world.. when there is nobody to go with at all..

if i wanna cry the world will nvr know about it.. why?
bec i am hiding in the corner and feeling nobody but myself hugging my own soul... as there is no one there to reach with...

if i wanna cry there will be no light around me.. why?
bec darkness shall cover my tears as i lock my feelings away..

if i wanna cry i will always be alone .. there is no reason why..